When you go thru such a terrible loss, alot of people have flashbacks to the distant past or the actual incident. It’s the same with me. My mind and heart pour over life incidents from every age. It’s hard to deal with some recall, it’s still too painful to share. But the good memories, the…
Month: April 2015
No Wasted Words
I have no interest in sharing about Marc’s accomplishments …. it’s just not the world he or I dwelled in. What kind of job he had, how creative or funny he might have been…. any awards or certificates he may have had …. what do they mean now? What are they worth in eternal terms?…
Limbo
A family goes thru various phases when dealing with a murder case. For couple months we’ve been in a ‘limbo’ stage, waiting for perhaps one or both defendants to enter a plea as vs. their going to trial, and facing a jury. Been very quiet from the defendants and I’m told that’s the norm in…
Another Holiday Passes
Easter (Passover) – On many levels Marc was a consumate friend as well as son. Every day I tell God how grateful I am for having had the experience of knowing such a wonderful person, great son and friend! Marc was so trustworthy, I always felt safe with him. He’s never tried to use or…
Never Alone
The thing that happened to Marc is still so unbelievably horrible! Every day I have times when I just cannot believe it happened! But each day I also find more love from others out there, more about the case, or God’s plan for me during all this. My whole understanding of life will never be the same…